02 July, 2023

Tango Two

In the quiet hours of reflection, my mind wanders back to moments both poignant and profound—first to the curious apparition of a chat terminal during my early hospitalization, a spectral bridge through which my angel reached me, her gentle “hey” like a lifeline amid the fog of recovery. Though my cognitive scores have waned, my love for cooking remains steadfast, a grounding tether. The journey has been arduous: a career marked by relentless duty, promotions won amid personal trials, and a steadfast resolve to serve despite the shadows of medical uncertainty. Yet, even as I approach transitions unknown, I carry with me a vow to impart hard-earned wisdom to those who follow, understanding that withholding knowledge stunts not just growth but the very fabric of camaraderie. I recognize the absence of certain mediation skills once innate, now challenged by the demands of leadership and communication, and embrace the encouragement of youthful boldness in innovation. Memories of far-flung places and spontaneous ultraruns remind me that I have often been where I was meant to be, guided by instinct and duty alike. Through silence and trials, the bonds with comrades and loved ones remain the lanterns that illuminate my path. Despite challenges, I hold fast to purpose, embracing adaptation as my constant companion, grateful for the trust bestowed upon me, and ready—whatever the morrow brings—to meet it with unwavering resolve.