11 June, 2023

Intertwined Dreams

There was a heavy burden I had not yet spoken of—a cruel suspicion cast upon me that I was the source of my beloved’s grievous illness, an accusation born of fear and shadowed whispers. They claimed, with reckless disregard, that my military service had exposed me to invisible poisons, radiation that had seeped into my very being, contaminating all whom I loved. Yet my beloved, sharp and scientific, refuted this grim fable. With steadfast vigilance, she charted my every step, monitored my health, and enlisted the aid of satellites and signals to prove beyond doubt that no such curse clung to me. Indeed, though I joked of being solar-powered, bathed in sun during long coastal runs clad in superhero shirts, I was no bearer of death—only of light and endurance. As I sifted through files, I discovered a handwritten list, a tender wishlist meant perhaps for my beloved, filled with dreams of telescopes and journeys beneath the colored heavens—bright hopes painted in the spectrum of life. In quieter moments, I recalled past deeds, aiding those in disaster with careful algorithms, and the small acts of kindness that bind us. Dreams visited me, fierce and vivid, guiding my path with purpose amidst the struggle. Though scars mark my flesh and heart, and the world shifts beneath my feet, I remain anchored by love, by the bonds that tether us to hope, and the unyielding conviction that no man stands alone.